Frozen In Time 及时行乐

格格不入

欢笑声中的字句，
空洞得让我不知所措。

静静地听着，
感觉距离越来越远。

原来还是改变不了，
那个“没话对你说也让你无话可说”的我。

最不想做的就是 "try too hard to be who I'm not"，
所以我始终 belong to nowhere。

那就这样吧。

零感

最近觉得很缺乏灵感。虽然当下并没有任何发挥创意的需要，但就是有一种说不上的空虚感。也许我怀念的是那种想到创意点子后所拥有的满足感，那种“不管别人怎么看，我就是觉得我的点子很棒”的超爽感觉。

累似乎只是借口。我好像随着生活的规律化而变笨，变懒了。

灵感，你在哪儿？让我发挥一下创意吧!

밀양 Secret Sunshine

Afterthought from watching Secret Sunshine: what can heal, can also kill.

Anyway, I think there is something very wrong with me. I can’t seem to understand the movies I’ve watched recently even if it’s my all-time favourite, Korean movies. While watching Secret Sunshine, for reasons I can’t quite figure out, I actually thought the bad guy’s daughter was the good guy’s daughter! As such, certain scenes left me clueless once again.

Maybe there was something else on my mind and I just happened to miss those parts that were insignificant yet crucial in piecing the plot together. It’s scary to think that my attention span is getting shorter such that I can’t even focus during a movie!

Perhaps I should stop wasting money on watching movies for a while since I usually can’t remember the ending of movies anyway.

Singapore Zoo seven years later

わたしは　かぞくと　どうぶつえんへ　いきました。　

Fakin' Pop


It's Ken Hirai once again after two years. I remembered my first post was about his album. I'm still attracted to that soulful voice of his even though I may not understand the words behind the music.

Anyway, check out his music at www.kenhirai.net.

Yummy, Fun & Clueless

This is how I would describe yesterday's happenings and what an interesting day it was!

Imagine going to a colleague's house during one-hour lunch break for a bowl of curry instant noodles. Then one hour later, play water soccer in the rain! And after all the falls and aches, catch a horror movie at night!

The noodles were yummy, water soccer was fun while the movie 《第一诫》 left me rather clueless.....

Change

Just about 5 weeks ago, I was dreading work. But things turned around pretty fast and here I am wishing that the day when everyone has to part ways would never come.

Considering that I can hardly relate to people, it's amazing how I managed to be part of a bunch of people who are diversely different. Everyday there's something to laugh about and in just a few weeks, I have done things which I've always wanted to do but always left undone because of busy people who have no time for me.

Right from the start, my sixth sense told me that I'll end up here. Perhaps I've been living in my own world for too long a time, being around the same type of people who don't exactly make me very happy. Things happen for a reason and I guess I'm here for a change. A change for the better.

But of course the reality is that the only thing that doesn't change is change itself. Before I know it, life would be back to where it was. And I'd rather not think about it now.

蓝天

天一点也不蓝。

天空灰灰的。
天气冷冷的。
周围静静的。
心情闷闷的。
心里空空的。

很Blue的一天。

半场雨

让我淋场雨吧。
不必因为需要才这么做。

我不会因此而融化。

就算遮了半场雨，
也暖不了湿透的心。

那仍在下雨的心。

天下的男人都是一样的

肤浅。

觉

不知不觉，有种莫名的感觉。
是幻觉？
是错觉？
我无法察觉。

Quotes of the week

WIFE: "UNTIL THE DAY I DIE, I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT."
......
HUSBAND: "UNTIL THE DAY I DIE, YOU STILL CAN'T GET IT RIGHT."

Doesn't this sound like marriage's on the rocks?

What's the purpose of a password?

I thought the answer is quite obvious, until..

I heard of someone setting his password as 1234567.

I started to think: Why would someone set his password as 1234567?

And the possibilities are:
1. He is stupid to think that the simplest combination is the safest.
2. He is forgetful and needs something simple for his own convenience.
3. He is too lazy to remember any password.
4. He sets a password just for the sake of it.
5. He was forced into making such a choice.

Whatever the reason, I just found it amusing enough to be the joke of my day.

血拼也是一种缘分

有时候，就算逛了一整天的街都毫无收获。
有时候，哪怕只是闲逛也能满载而归。

就像在对的时间和地点遇上对的人一样，
在对的时间和地点看上喜欢又合身的东西，
也许就是人与物品之间的缘分吧。

不管是人或物，
缘分到来时，拼了再多的血也值得。

只不过，人与人之间的缘分比人与物之间的缘分更难得，
不是吗？